no timeline to happiness, no blueprint to success.

I was scrolling aimlessly on Pinterest earlier this week looking for new blog & content ideas, cute quotes, anything that might just give me a little bit of inspiration because even though its a new year & thats usually when our motivation is at all time high, it is undeniably still covid time, & our…

numbers are just that… numbers

For as long as I can remember, I allowed numbers to take full control of my life. The numbers staring back at me on the scale; always too high, or too low. The numbers on my diabetic meter; showing inconsistency & unhealthy habits. The number of dollars in my bank account; was there enough to…

i am not a brand

“Build your brand” is something that I find myself hearing over, & over, & over lately. Everyone is trying to “build their brand” & everyone is telling you to build yours. Essentially, they are telling you to become something, create this product, (i.e. the product being your “persona”), stick to it, & promote it. I…

get to know me

Since I decided that I’m going to start writing & posting more here I wanted to do a get to know me & answer some questions that people might have. The other day I put a story on my Instagram & told people to ask away. Here are some of the questions they asked &…

“oh.. so you’re like a real model?”

When I first started getting paid for shoots, I still didn’t consider myself a “model.” When people asked what I did I would always down play it, I’d say “oh well I do this & kind of model too.” I was afraid to tell people I was a model for a couple of reasons. First,…

please just be kind

Who am I? Who do I want to be? What impact do I want have on others? I’ve spent a lot of time alone recently, isolating myself to gain more clarity on these things. I’ve sat back and observed. Observed the world around me as well as the people around me. The more I watched…

it’s all about the little things

I’ve been doing a lot of thinking lately, and today I found myself thinking about things that make me the happiest, so here areĀ  10 things that make me insanely, insanely, happy. Pretty skies. If you know me, you know this. The second I see a sky painted in pink, blue, orange, or purple, my…

dear heartbreak, I used to hate you, but now, I love you.

Once upon a time I was 17 & in love. (HA!!! yeah, you can laugh it’s funny). I was 17 & thought I was going to marry my boyfriend at the time. How cute, right? At 17 we don’t know anything about the world, we technically still belong to our parents, we can’t even make…

if you’d just let me explain..

Before you find yourself too deep into this blog let me explain why I am here. The last few months I’ve been on this honesty kick. By that I mean I have put a mega focus on being honest, in every situation, even when it’s hard, even when I don’t want to. With my friends,…

21 things I’ve learned in 21 years

I am finally 21 & somehow I feel as if my life is both basically over because I am so old now, (kidding, kinda), & that my life is only just beginning. Shortly after I turned 21 I reflected on things I’ve learned thus far, & so I’d like to share with you guys 21…